I met him when he was introduced along with Io and another individual who were trainers both foundation and process trainers on the week when we began our foundation training in IGT Solutions Inc. Barangay Mali-ao, Pavia, Iloilo, Philippines as part of the Wave 98 of United Airlines Domestic Reservations. I was smitten instantly by how adorably cute he was, those old school hair, comely face, downturned chinito eyes, beautiful smiles and effeminate ways. Who could not like such a carefree soul with sunshine personality?
I find him an angel disguise because he always comes around on a perfect time when I need comfort and support whenever I feel like something or someone brought me down, he is there to lift me up or to cheer me around. I am aware or I can sense that he also has a liking on me but not sure if he is smitten or attracted by me by just observing his gestures, expressions, body signals etc. I really feel-good vibes and no bitterness in him and just happy thoughts and his energy and lighthearted aura and effeminate moves makes me swoon over him. If I did not make a wrong choice back then, he could have been a potential partner that could have a blissful relationship as time goes by. One time even when he passed my way, I imagine whistling next to him saying "Dammmmmmnnnnnn" while listening to a song either on my phone or wireless wall speaker Manfred Mann's Doh Wah Diddy Diddy.
He is a very likable person. One of a kind - someone you can rarely find in the world today. A cheerful, sweet and positive minded young man someone could only wish for. I just wish happiness and love for him aside from good health and good life. I choose to move on when I left the company not on my own choosing or decision (the management of the company is good, but the production floor management is savage and unforgiving). I just want to say this as I close this chapter in my life and move on with the present (I am happy now with my present company I am working for and hoping I will finally find the love of my life here because my first real love started in this industry). Life has twists and if fate is not cruel, he will find love like the way I pursue love at the present and hopefully have a happily ever after. If there is no choice in the world I could have returned to him and pursue him but let fate and destiny decides for ourselves.
At my age right now, I dare to take risks and make an effort at pursuing love regardless of the outcome because you will never know or you will never have love if you don't put an extra effort and have the courage to tell the person you love him and you need him in your life only then you can move forward with what the other person would react.
I know in the end we will find our place in the sun. I'm sure we will.
